briitlaverne

A [L O N G] TIME COMING

2010-04-29T18:30:00.003-04:00

my last post was in October...end of discussion!

http://briitlaverne.tumblr.com/

my b e t t e r half

2010-04-29T18:24:00.004-04:00

dear future husband„ i’ve never been more happy in my life„the 5 years on and off were (and still is) well worth it„nothing in this world feels more special than to have you in my life„ life with you, the joy, the laughs, and the love is endless bliss„ i knew yu were the one the moment you said hello„you’ve showed me the true meaning of love„ i cant wait to see you every morning when i open my eyes„so this poem is for you:

“your heartbeat speaks i love you„your eyes smile at my soul„your kisses wont let me leave you„your arms they feel like home„ i carry you in my spirit„ sweet memories to hold„ reminiscient of all you do„ whenever im alone„ you simply give me all off you„ a gift i’ve never known„ a love i’ve never had„ true love you’ve grown to show„ right now i think we’re ready„to be husband and wife„happy to wake up beside of you„ for the rest of my life„ i’ll never let another have me„ my heart belongs to you„ your presence my addiction„ your love so pure and true„ you say your love’s the same„ say you love me more than me„ i hope you know just how much„ simply your heart makes me happy„ anxious for that day„ you give me your last name„ i’ll love you forever„ cuz my heart is here to stay„ your the ying to my yang„ we’re the perfect match„ i was so lost without you„ I thank God he gave you back„with you im whole again„ you and God is all i need„ you’re my better half„ and i’ll love you endlessly”

-Wifey

2009-10-08T18:25:00.001-04:00

2009-10-07T21:37:00.000-04:00

preggos!

Halloween Nails

2009-10-07T18:08:00.005-04:00

done by yours truely.....

sssooo sorry

2009-10-07T18:08:00.001-04:00

i totally have neglected my site....

blame the tumblr
=/

you're a jerk

2009-08-11T18:50:00.000-04:00

jerking has definetly gotten OLD as fuck…

but i can watch my 2 year old nephew dance to it all day!!!
auntie loves you preston.

preston jerking from britney hughes on Vimeo.

jeremih

2009-08-02T22:39:00.000-04:00

LOVED idd...cutest vid i've seen in a while

i still love her.

2009-07-25T21:09:00.002-04:00

why is everyone on solange's ass for this.

its not her first time shaving.

prob. wont be the last

not everyone is dick ridn

some ppl just decide to start over.

natural.

2009-07-25T20:24:00.001-04:00

2009-07-25T19:46:00.002-04:00

i aint a doll

2009-07-19T17:47:00.003-04:00

i tried to be a picture perfect girl
but you were in your own fantasy world
tryna control me
like some kind of barbie
but that just aint me

cuz i aint a doll
this aint a dollhouse
your way too old to be
putting me down like this
and playing around like this

upgrade

2009-07-19T17:44:00.002-04:00

wig or not. im loving it. humongo upgrade cici.

2009-07-17T16:20:00.004-04:00

so i just jumped on the TUMBLR bandwagon,,,
yayy me
still sorting it out.

i kinder like it.

you tumblr??
check me out.

http://briitlaverne.tumblr.com/

hate to say it

2009-07-17T01:45:00.004-04:00

as much as i use to dislike this chick im thinking her book may be sume good.

hate to admit it but unlike her other 2 books where all its talking about is the niggas and bitches she fucked in the industry and how many dicks she sucked to get where she is; i sourta think this book has class.

silly me heard the hype that she was gun be on the today show

so i checked out the clip on a site.

and half of what she said made sense.

women need to know how to let a man be a man.

keep your feminity

and still be sexy.

she talked about courting and the old days and a lot of the advice she got from older women that i kind of hear about but mama never told me.

so this might be worth checking out...

but idk?

The VIXEN MANUAL worth buying????????

wow

2009-07-17T00:45:00.004-04:00

damn T.I.
Tiny turns 34 and got her (like 3rd) engagement ring.
im impressed.
nigga still doing it big. in prison.
congrats.

you can't hurry love.

2009-07-17T00:40:00.002-04:00

i cant stand going days without talking to you.
not to be on no stalker shit.
but i just happen to ride by yesterday and saw her car there.
damn.
wish you'd just realize already that im all you need.
fuck. like i wish you loved me.
still.
instead of
-just a friend

=/

2009-07-17T00:38:00.005-04:00

Katt Williams filed bankruptcy.

and um i thought he was in a crazy house?

a damn shame

2009-07-14T12:22:00.003-04:00

poor baby even says "I hate you"

and whoever the chick is recording her and the lil girl mama need to be slapped.

this aint the least bit cute. or funny. smh. even my mama got mad watching this ish.

hella funny

2009-07-13T23:27:00.002-04:00

teyana taylor.
love this chick.
laugh of the day.

=]
chick in the back was workin my nerve tho.

debatable q u e s t i o n

2009-07-13T12:01:00.006-04:00

why do females
around my age (17...or under 18)
still in school
with no good niggas
think it's cute to be poppin out babies.

hate me or disagree. this is a trend that is really starting to get on my nerves. and is killing society and the minds of young american.
you hardly comb your hair everyday. asking your parents for money to buy some cute shoes.
and instead of worry about graduating or keeping an education
all that's on your mind is sex. and keeping your nigga around.
then suddenely
out comes out your mouth "i wanna have a baby" or "im pregnant"
why...no HOW DARE you bring another innocent child in the world that you are not prepared for just to be "having a baby"

ATTENTION:
honey this is NOT cute
and this will NOT keep your man around

so my very debatable question is this.

the way society is drastatically changing for the worst.
should we Americans support our very young women becoming mothers
or fight the epidemic? Do we say it's ok? Do we encourage it? Do we look down upon it?

im not trashing young mothers.
my mom had her first child at 17
so did my sister
and my grandmother
my great grandmother had hers at 12

so i understand that things happen. and at the end what is meant to be will be. and a child is a miracle to God's world...

i just dont like it when girls are trying
or just wants to have one just for the sake of name.

these are new lifes that are at risk and are being played with.

so with whom do you side?
would love to hear any comments. good or bad.

&&lovebriit

Don't you H A T E it when

2009-07-12T23:29:00.003-04:00

I've been really really easily irrated with things lately.

me and my sis ran across this vid of... "don't you hate it when's..."

inspired me to do my own lil list.

briitlaverne h a t es it when...

1) my mom sings
2) someone says they'll call you back....and don't
3) for me- when i call my sisters and half of the conversation is her yelling at the kids
4) i have a song on my mind and CANT remember any of the words
5) a guy that you clearly are not into...stay stuck on your ass
6) someone is [rudely] loud for abosolutely NO damn reason
7) my question is ignored
8) being called "african-american"...im black
9) anyone calls my phone amillion times and don't leave a message!
10) my sister teases me and plays the "Thriller" video (aka the only thing from my childhood that i never stop being afraid of)

Care to share your list????
anyone reading this cordially tagged...
leave a comment!

here's the video

Sweet Dreams

2009-07-09T20:05:00.005-04:00

osh.kosh.begosh.
more beyonce
::sweet dreams::
idk if im even still a fan after the suckful tribute to MJ at the suckful BET awards. ugh. selfish sucka
but theres no denying that the chick aint going NO where NO time soon
and definitely no denying that this video is this ish.
much better bey.
::i digs s u m o hard::
back on her video grind.
heres bey................

went to court today

2009-07-09T19:13:00.005-04:00

"Life moves on, and so will I."

so i already knew basically what would happen.
I had the [un]honorable Judge Gentry so it went a little worst.
he has a thing against me because i look just like my 2 sisters that previously cussed his racist ass out.
=/ lmao.
but it is what it is.
im content.
it's God's call in the end.
what's done is done.
that's the purpose of having a job.
spending money
(damn, short of a thou.)
i love life.
i am who i am -still and always.
my point was made loud and clear.
no regrets.
lessons learned.
carefree. smiling. laughing. loving.
every action has it's consequence. duh.
meeting my probation officer soon.
yay. another great child of God i'll get to meet and know quite well.
i love this world.
Just another day of God's grace, new experiences and lessons of life.

mwuah world.
&&lovebriit

2009-07-09T18:49:00.003-04:00

posted a minute back

just had to remind ya'll.

the s e x talk.

2009-07-09T18:17:00.002-04:00

my mommy. yes i still call her mommy.
had asked me if i had sex before. but that was pretty much it. i told her yes. she asked how many? i told her one.

moving on

a little while later. she askes me again. britney. have you had sex? yes mommy i have. but then the awkardness came.

...with how many?
...two (shy a few more)
...what did you do it with?
...huh?
...umh a condom?
...i mean WHAT did you do it with?
...a boy...or...a girrrr-????
yes mommy a boy.
what did you think i was having sex with girls?

end of conversation.

now i was expecting a "your 17 and boys are gonna wanna have sex but make sure you use protection everytime" kind of speech.

but my mom questioning my sexuality makes me wonder a little?

im a very affectionate. and very sexual person. i love my sexuality. i love my feminity. i love men. i have no question about that. but of all the questions for my mom to ask me.

...and that was it

i guess mommy just wanted to know.

im curious if you guys had tough sex talks with your parents when you were younger. or was it quote on quote as easy as mine. or if it even ever happened.

let me know!

&&love briit
im glad she's there to talk to. but i think she needs a little more skill on the Q&A's of the"SEX" talk i dont think mommy knows how to do it quite right lol....p.s. she had four girls (im the fourth). yikes.

S m i l e

2009-07-07T23:57:00.000-04:00

"A day without a laugh is a wasted day." - Charles Chaplin

wish this came on!

2009-07-07T18:43:00.001-04:00

somebody (network) better play this cartoon!!!
and the Jackson 5: American Dream

i reminisce.
these were the days.
how many of you remember watching this with your sisters/brothers in your pj's on saturdays?

wish it still came on.

tears keep coming

2009-07-07T18:33:00.002-04:00

i broke down on Marlon and Paris' part of the speech.
love.

love.

"We Had Him" Maya Angelou

2009-07-07T15:04:00.002-04:00

A poem for michael

Beloveds, now we know that we know nothing, now that our bright and shining star can slip away from our fingertips like a puff of summer wind.
Without notice, our dear love can escape our doting embrace. Sing our songs among the stars and walk our dances across the face of the moon.
In the instant that Michael is gone, we know nothing. No clocks can tell time. No oceans can rush our tides with the abrupt absence of our treasure.
Though we are many, each of us is achingly alone, piercingly alone.
Only when we confess our confusion can we remember that he was a gift to us and we did have him.
He came to us from the creator, trailing creativity in abundance.
Despite the anguish, his life was sheathed in mother love, family love, and survived and did more than that.
He thrived with passion and compassion, humor and style. We had him whether we know who he was or did not know, he was ours and we were his.
We had him, beautiful, delighting our eyes.
His hat, aslant over his brow, and took a pose on his toes for all of us.
And we laughed and stomped our feet for him.
We were enchanted with his passion because he held nothing. He gave us all he had been given.
Today in Tokyo, beneath the Eiffel Tower, in Ghana's Black Star Square.
In Johannesburg and Pittsburgh, in Birmingham, Alabama, and Birmingham, England

We are missing Michael.

But we do know we had him, and we are the world.

-Maya Angelou

in memory.

2009-07-07T14:26:00.004-04:00

"There's nothing that can't be done if we raise our voice as one."

R e s t I n P e a c e

Michael

we love you

Long Live your Legacy.

smh

2009-07-06T02:13:00.003-04:00

damn. didn't wanna believe it. smh.

i guess baby wayndon is on the way...

compliments of www.thisis50.com

Pretty Wings

2009-07-03T19:53:00.003-04:00

Maxwell,
thank you for coming back and bringing music that is actually enjoyable and means something back to the game. we've missed you.

-&&lovebrit

learn your place l a d i e s.

2009-06-26T14:10:00.003-04:00

stop asking questions and be smart about your ish.
stop playing yourself and play the game [[[harder]]]
random but i mean i see it ALL the time!!!

a short tip for you lost ones.

truely take a look at whts going on.
stop letting men fool you ladies.
so much more i can say but shit that's a whole nother blog.
maybe later.

im out

&&love briit

June 25, 2009

2009-06-26T11:41:00.006-04:00

every one's doing their lil blog tribute.

but ima keep it quite simple

i will always remember the times.

there will never be another.

sad you left so soon. was looking forward to the tour. but you left such a great impression on this world. and an even bigger legacy.

one your your billions of fans. much love.

-never will you be forgotten

----my childhood love. rest in p e a c e.

Finally!

2009-06-20T22:44:00.002-04:00

my old youtube obsession PriscillaRenea is finally signed and coming out with her own video, album and all! support her yall. This chick is dope.

www.priscillareneamusic.com

loveit.

::wisdom of the day::

2009-06-20T03:42:00.002-04:00

He who knows not and knows not that he knows not is a fool; avoid him.

He who knows not and knows that he knows not is a student; teach him.

He who knows and knows not that he knows is asleep; wake him.

He who knows and knows that he knows is a wise man; follow him.

-Proverbs, Persian

==::briitlaverne's idols::==

2009-06-20T02:18:00.007-04:00

---not to be placed in an particular order.....----

Josephine Baker #6

Billie Holliday #5

Diana Ross #4 Solange #3

Dorothy Dandridge #2

Marilyn Monroe #1

my [[fashion]] all time {{favorite}} idols

i look up to these women. their individuality. their courage. their confidence. their beauty. their boldness. their achievements. and intelligence.

my admiration.

[[i like to think a little of them all made a lota me.]] lol

"never following the crowd. but always being stared by them."

-briitlaverne

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I'm out of control and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe

Review: Imagine That

2009-06-20T01:26:00.003-04:00

so i watched this movie last night;;bootleg

but it was actually really cute and a really good movie.

i mean its purdy predictable;; but you can appreciate it ==being a child movie and all.

definitely might take my niece and nephews to go see it

it was reallyfunny and the little girl in it is oh too adorable

worth spending a lil money on.

here's a lil snipped if you haven't alredy seen it

and here's where i watchd it=====>

http://www.watch-movies-links.net/movies/imagine_that/

iiLove'em

2009-06-19T20:21:00.004-04:00

Mii nephew Preston
too damn cute
2 years old going on 24.

definitely worth watching

2009-06-19T20:14:00.002-04:00

so umma little hooked on Tyler Perry
can't wait till these come out.

"I Can Do Bad all By Myself"
and
"Precious"

Dear Industry,

2009-06-19T19:12:00.001-04:00

can we be a little more original?
and stop biting off each other's lame ass trends?
thanks.

&&love, briit

caught up

2009-06-19T19:09:00.002-04:00

so im not going to superjam

but im anxious to see the outcome

"why the fuck u aint calld me yet"

let's see shall we?

--i need a faithful companion

lord,

2009-06-19T01:18:00.000-04:00

i dont mean to complain

but why can't i have a mother and father that simply loves me unconditonally.
despite it all?
[[feeling unappreciated and unparented]]

i need some guidance
i need some encourgment

keep me in your prayers.

um ok?

2009-06-19T01:12:00.000-04:00

so since when is it ok for boys to dance a lil better than us?

not ok.

weird

much better bey.

2009-06-19T01:08:00.000-04:00

i can actually say im happy with ths vid

update

2009-06-19T01:02:00.000-04:00

Lately i been really happy despite the bull ish goin on around me.
i.e
my mama gave me 30 days to find a new place to live
im 17 with no license, no car [[thank god i got a job]]
and have a court date in less than 4 days in which i have no idea what the outcome will be.

but im keeping a smile on this beautiful face of mine!
yaay me

im trying to stay postive and let the good out weigh the bad

despite the slacking on my blogging. i got alot of new topics to discussion and stirring up some video blogs and display my singing and songwriting ish on youtube....coming soon

but in other news

my sis is out and bak on her grind!
big sis nichole is doing excellent and matter of fact is going to audition for the new shawty lo and trey songz video "supplier" GOOD LUCK BABBBY((wooop wopp north carolina))

love, peace, and rainbows [[briit]]

[][][]

2009-06-05T21:40:00.000-04:00

why is it that the people you love the most and care so much about treat you like shit
and dont love you as much

_bitter[][][]
briit

Wale

2009-06-05T13:24:00.000-04:00

never heard of this guy before
this video made me fall in love with his ish...
damn near made me shed a tear.
this ish is heart-felt
listen...

Family Affair

two thumbs up wale.[][][]

Paranoid

2009-06-04T21:24:00.000-04:00

im diggin it hard.
=]

2009-06-04T20:56:00.000-04:00

20 top randoms i love [[the kid in me edition]]

1) confetti cupckes

2) fruity peebles

3) Rocket Power

4) Hey Arnold

5) Need for Speed

6) Sonic the Hedgehog

7) YouTube

8) Eyeshadow

9) my hips

10) watermelons

11) Honeycombs

12) Chowder

13) Crashbox

14) i still like to color

15) playing dress up in other people's clothes

16) Wayne Head

17) Family Guy

18) Those Jackson 5 cartoons

19) Family Matters

20) Thumbella and Rugrats and TINKERBELL

idk y i did this...bored
and still not over the bday thing..

outie. briit

you suck

2009-06-04T16:40:00.001-04:00

okay so you know how on those tv shows.
it'll be somebody's birthday
and all the family and friends pretend to forget
but then throws a big party!!

yesterday wad sorta like that
...except everbody really did forget
and there was NO party. NO nothing.

wow.

so how do you react
wen ppl really do forget
and only a select few only did remember your damn birthday?

and now here it is a whole damn day after and ppl "oh its your birthday?? that's right!!" or "stop playing i thought it ws the 4th!"

whaaat?

no its june 3rd

and you forgot
you damn assholes.
you suck.

and to the few that did remember thanks.

damn

aarrrrggh

>=-/

somethings been on my mind

2009-06-02T03:50:00.000-04:00

is it hoe like to be "friends with a lot of different guys"
in my eyes they are strictly platonic friendships
[[no more sex for me unless its with the hubbie]]
but in the real world am i looking like a hoe?
i know some of them wana get with me
but i let them know from jump its just a friendship
they pursue it
they start to "say" and "think" we're talking.
this friend tells one friend that tells another friend
and here goes britney
talking to yet another nigga.
buuttt................
am i in the wrong for having more male friends than girl ones???
am i leading these guys on???
is this hoe like behavior????

advo???

why??

2009-06-02T03:49:00.000-04:00

another one??? why hunnie. why?

ummh.

2009-05-30T21:01:00.000-04:00

am i the only one disappointed with the EGO video?
[[dag bey]]

2009-05-30T20:31:00.000-04:00

playing with makeup....sunset
felt a little bohemian the other day.
loving june

0603==>the bday

i know im sooo late!!

2009-05-30T19:43:00.000-04:00

i been slacking on my bloggin.

but the randomness of the month that's just utterley ridiculiuosly hilarious to me!!!

im totally late on these vids but oh well.

sit back and laugh

cheating...the new trend?

2009-05-20T00:09:00.000-04:00

so a lot of questions have been in my mind lately.
what ever happend to:
MONOGAMY???

i have been victim to and have done a few cheating in the past. but lately it's becoming evident to me that more of us are starting to except the whole cheating phenomon.

and why are we beautiful women starting to be okay with and accepting being the OTHER woman???

what are these men telling us to make us think it's ok that he has a main chick and im just his pussy on the side. or i know he loves me he just fukkin her. like- and the thing i hate- a bitch breaking up a married home. like wtf?

i never fuggn got the whole swigger thing.
and i see that more WOMEN and MEN are finding it hard to stay true to ONE person.
which eventually results to a cheating/unfaithful partner.
why is it so hard to move on and to just be honest and tell that person that your no longer interested or just leave instead of leading them on...staying and breaking their hearts.

And Tooo....i think a lot of tendencies that cheaters have are so obvious, so clique, and so blantantly disrespectful. but for some reason we play games with each other like it's a damn game. ugh. i hate it jokes about cheating: "it's not cheating if you dont get caught". what????

Like is it normal to take back a person 3 or 4 times (for cheating) before you find out they're no good???
idk man it's a lot on my mind about this situation. i'll have to do more investigation and research and come back with a follow up post about this ish. ima do a post of why people cheat, what exactly are the signs, and why people stay in the relationship......too curious

it's ridiculous!

-damn
briitlaverne

damn...

2009-05-20T00:07:00.000-04:00

ok. so

Lauren London's having lil wayne's baby!!!

and

Tila Tequila's pregnant by Ray J!!!

DAMN....
like
wtf do celebrities NOT use condoms nowadays?????????
this fukking world.

-im out briitlaverne

vow (5-17-09)

2009-05-17T19:00:00.000-04:00

I have had my share of sin and have fell short of his glory.
i vow enough today.

my first step in my rebirth
is fasting
and giving up sex.

NO MORE SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE.
i've said this time and time before.
but this time i have a little more than faith to help me keep my word.

Father forgive my fornication and lead me in the right direction
In Jesus' Name.

question?

2009-05-17T18:58:00.000-04:00

why are people more concerned with POPULAR opinion.
than TRUTH?

briit the taciturn?

2009-05-17T01:48:00.000-04:00

i grew up with a lot of different personalities.
that i never really found mine.
so i didn't know wtf to be.

i learned and observed from the people around me.
and didn't like what i saw

so i tried to be the opposite of it.
instead i became quite the TACITURN
as soon as i saw the word i identified with it.
like whoa.
that's me

my issue is my wall

i have a great big wall that never breaks down untill im tipsy or around my family.
when im around people i don't know i immediately worry about what to say. then i think to myself why am i worring about these people and by the time i figure whether to speak or sit and look purdy the moment is gone and my personality is overlookd and i look like a tight lipped asshole.

i dont either don't think before i speak
and look completely like an asshole.

or i over think what im about to say
and look completely like an asshole.

but im actually a pretty goofy and cool person to be around. once my wall is down and i learn to be comfortable around new situations. i have too many personalities! at first i thought it was the Gemini in me. then i thought of being crazy. but analyzing it more i found it's just me altogether. i can be bashful. i can be talkative. i can be cheesy at times. i can be really funny at times. i can be sexy. i can be freaky. i can be intellegent. i can be inspiring. i can be lost at times (majority of the time----> gone to my own little word). but its all purdy much me. my journey in finding myself.

im happy not being the loud mouth bitch that everyone hates
im happy not being the do what i say follower that longs to belong
im happy not being the complete lame thats totally boring
im happy not being the overly outspoken chick.
i love the meekness in me,
i love the refrain from tempting situations
i love the mystery....sometimes.

but what i am is someone who hasn't learned to be herself outside of her comfort zone. so lost in her own mind that she can't function in real world time.
im pretty much a loner. and i like it that way
unless i like [[enjoy]] your company.
if your an attention-seeker, a cornball, a bully, a follower, or a negative person...more than likely i will distant myself from you.
id would rather chill by my lonesome.
i dont like to be bored, hear you talk about other people all day or force myself to laugh at your every comment just to feed your ego.
im pretty much not a people's person unless your 100% real.

im pretty much someone with a thick wall
and a horrible way of expressing her feelings
sometimes i suffer from being tactless...
sometimes i get so lost in my brain
that by the end of the day i don't know what i want, how i feel, or what i think
i can never express how i feel the right way. so say what i mean. i hate that.

and that pretty much sux.
but i guess it gets better with age.
but for now i guess i'll stay the wise ole taciturn that i am.

any advo???

underrated

2009-05-17T01:32:00.000-04:00

i love these chicks
sadly their music isn't as appreciated
as great their talents are.
amazing range and crazy vocals.
i love these ladies but i hate that they rarely get recogntion.

-Melody Thorton
- Nivea
-Jessica Reedy (should have won that Sunday Best show!!!)
-Tynisha Keli
-JoJo
-Karina Pasian
-India Arie
-Erykah Badu
-Asia Cruise
-Nikki Flores
-Solange
-Leona Lewis
-Samantha Jade
-Leah Labelle
-Bianca Ryan

sry if i missed any............

Gay-est commerical ever????

2009-05-17T01:28:00.000-04:00

no offense to homosexuals but um.....what????????

Blam

2009-05-17T00:59:00.000-04:00

okay so thursday i kinder got sick of these few girls dat do nothing but talk shit about ppl all day.
they don't like me
i dont like them.
it's just a group of loud mouths and followers.
so my name came out one of their mouths
me being the meek perrson [punk] that i am.
let it go. (like it wasn't the first time they said sumem bout me)

but i do have a problem keeping things bottled in. until they finnaly explode.
i dont fukk with anyone. y wud anyone want to fukk with me???

but then an arguement subsided and ooopsss.....she calls me a stupid bitch.
not a great idea honey.
true enough she walked away
but how you gun walk away while still talking shit at the top of your lungs.
and no. unlike she and her friends are telling everybody. i didn't run up behind her and attack her.
i walked in front of her
we were face to face
and i clocked a bitch in the face.
and honey i just saw red from there.
my first fight with a girl.
long story short........
i broke her nose
and busted her left eye vessel.
and i now have a court date on june 23
charge: assault

facts vs. fiction

FACTs:
-this female is older and quite taller than me.
-I hit her first
-She did hit me back
-her eye was close shut
-blood on my hand
-blood on my ear (earring ripped out)
-i had a whep and scratch on my face and wheps on my arms
-"actions speak louder than words"
-i have a problem controlling my anger.
-i wish i caught it on camera (friends lie for friends)
-no one saw how it actually started
-my first swing fractured her nose
-i regret it (that it happend on campus)
-no one deserves what i did to her face. [[sorry sweetie...no sarcasm intended]]

FICTIONs:
-i came behind her and stole her
-she didn't get a lick in
-i overreacted
-i attacked her

so thats just my lil stress reliever of the whole situation. i wish ppl will just grown up and move on. she ran her mouth. got into a fight and lost. acutallyy if her "best friend" hadn't broke it up after 3 hits she might not have lost. so fucked up on her part. damn. say what you will. or what you may. you dont know me. so dont talk about me. and definitley don't fukk with me. I have no anger or animosity to either member of this little possey. just keep my name out yo mouth unless it is postive or kind. i admit it was TACTLESS and i wish i had acted differently. but you can't turn back the hands of time. so Sorry to the hunnie. i dont regret hitting her but i I do apoligize for [[regret]] the broken nose and shut black eye. truthfully. you're in my prayers.
no time or patience for anymore drama
its unnecessary,
just tell the truth in court,
be the adult you claim to be.

this is sad

2009-05-13T19:32:00.000-04:00

sorry blogger world. i been out the game for along fuggn time. but this sadnness me and i just had to do a post about it. hopefully yall will be hearing from me some more really soooonnn!!!!

but check this out man. society is crazy. im mad i missed this episode yesterday. but still smh at it......watch it yall and comment and let me know how yall feel about this.

lol.

2009-04-22T20:10:00.000-04:00

=/

2009-04-17T11:55:00.000-04:00

okay so i heard Cocktail was totally gun win dat Ray J show!!!
(disappointment that he aint pick danger-though neither of them should win)

and new news Fantasia Barrino is getting a VH1 show!!!!
why father? whh hhyyy.

and diddy dumb dun kicked aundrey (cute lil white girl) off his label.....

anywho00. i am so single.

i am still in love. but totally single.

i found a bestfriend in him though....couldn't ask for more!!! ily CLB

uhm. spring break was bullish. nothin was too exciting for me.....

theend.

poem to [my baby?] CLB

2009-04-16T21:41:00.000-04:00

YEH IT'S PREETY LONG BUT ITS SUPERNOROUSLY DOPE!!!

so many emotions flowing down the feel of this one touch
so many words i wana say
too many fears its never enough
not enough vibrations my voice can make
to even say how much i love you
not enough that i can do to show im really here for you
not even enough situations to prove im here through thick and thin
not even if you broke my heart- and i mended it bak for you to break all over again

this friendship is enough to fill to that void in my heart
when my world is upside down i find you there pushing it upright
even when my heart tells me to hate you and to let you go
this one touch
gave me all the reassurance that i will ever have to know

no- this one moment
the moment it happend
changed me
i was depressed down and out
now my days are rewrote and happy

a life long friend
whether or not he knows it
since day one he named me baby girl
and i'll never let go of it
i'd tattoo it next to my heart if it wasn't so clique
oh well i use to be baby girl
now i've upgrade to BAE

not a couple but stable enough to say i love you
really meaning it from within
on a different level from what two OTHER people may do
the next chick may say those same three words and leave you
but when i say it i mean it you're a part of my life now
i can look to you like a big brother or my hubby 5 years frm now
WOW i bet you dont even know how much you really mean to me
wont say that im sprung
but you bring out the best of me

you dont even have to kiss me
just hold me tight
just look at me and smile
i know i'll be alright
just smile at me again,
hold on, just one more time
just laughing at the fact that you actually did that shit one more time
you'd do anything to make me happy
damn man you make me happy

i never ever cried over how a man made me feel and i wasn't even sad
damn im crying cuz i've never loved someone this bad
and your not even mine
ok so i can accept that
but fact
is
actually
i'll never let you
go
fuck those other niggas that i lusted for
boy im in love

but i appreciate you being a friend
that definetly lets me know
that's where true love starts
and im glad we can take it slow
bcuz rushing things will only ruining things
nd this shit is here to stay
so whether im yah bestie or sexfeen
ima be here through everything

yeh im cool like that
baby you know i got you
every since that one touch
i found a lifelong friend about it
im comfortable with my title
you got the greenlight so when your ready
im right here beside you
feeling you, touching you, being right there for you
time can only tell even though the world never gives enough
i accept this moment in it's entirety,
a friendship i love very much
so many emotions flowing down the feel of this one touch

-BRIITLAVERNE

fuuny

2009-04-04T23:52:00.001-04:00

time on yah hands???? go do one of these....pure hilarity.

www.xtranormal.com

HERE ARE MINE! (so yeh i purdy much have too much time on my hands...but their cute!!)

*

2009-03-31T00:11:00.000-04:00

Can you tell me where did he go?

that keri hilson is the ish man.....

**tears run in my ears.

poem

2009-03-30T20:35:00.000-04:00

i cant blame him.
id leave too.
its ben like this for a while now.
forcing ourselves to love each other.
because we have a past together.
but its ok.
u should go.
ur heart is saying leave her.
she's emotionless and empty.
bcuz her hearts not in it either.

LOVN MY BESTIIE

2009-03-29T00:31:00.000-04:00

.....i miss him
....we are friends
....he's super fuggn cool

-Clarke! (lenreval)
-bdraisthnaeuyn

...insider jke.

=]

2009-03-29T00:28:00.000-04:00

-Your hopes and wishes are your own -- do not change them to make others happy.

-This is a day to believe that anything is possible, because who knows? Maybe it is.

(briitlaverne's horoscopes lately...so true-GEMINI!!)

long time coming...

2009-03-29T00:24:00.000-04:00

so it's ben foreveerrr since i blogged.
lot has happend in between.

but to sum up a tragic change
im looking out for me.
no pleasing others before myself
and no comproming my happiness.

i let the bull-ish go.
no more letting men get into my head
britney is finding herself
and is happy about it.

no more:
low selfesteem
insecurites
hiding
fears
tears over men
bull-ish

&& love, britt

anybody?

2009-03-17T00:16:00.001-04:00

whatever happend to amanda perez?

How Briit's feeling rite now...

2009-03-12T16:33:00.000-04:00

"...I'm just about over being your girlfriend"

Question?

2009-03-11T22:12:00.002-04:00

How long does it take to get over someone?
**

<3

2009-03-11T22:12:00.001-04:00

Damn i love her...

2009-03-11T18:46:00.000-04:00

http://www.myspace.com/PriscillaRenea

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETQlfgxp3pA

http://twitter.com/PriscillaRenea

2009-03-10T21:06:00.000-04:00

Keri Hilson's the shiit
.......................just thought i'd say it..

Umh Twitter??

2009-03-10T20:44:00.000-04:00

kay so yeh. i did it.

don't know what it is.

don't know what to do on it.

but i did it.

yay me

www.twitter.com/briitlaverne

"tweet tweet"

so basically when my blogging falls short.
hit up my twitter.
=]

(texting is to phone
as new age stalking is to ___________)

fill in the blank with twitter && tell me what you guys think???????
Do you or would you tweet?

for my slow folk who don't get my silly-s.a.t. question
ppl text on their phone
&& now ppl stalk on twitter. just thought i'd clarify

Hurt

2009-03-07T09:30:00.000-05:00

My boyfriend has another girl pregnant.
Am i suppose to be like "fuck this nigga"?
Or am i suppose to stick by his side?

The bullshit has me hurting so bad inside.

yo.

2009-03-02T18:13:00.001-05:00

So it snowed like shiit last night && today down in NC!

No school for me!

didn't feel like doiing mii speech anyway so yyyayy.

All this weird ass weather must have me spazzin....i hadn't blogged in about 3, 4 damn days!
=0

well,

in personal news. i still love kellen. even tho word has come bak to me that he dun been on some grimmie shiit lately. but idk. i havent brought it up (source made me promise not to)
idk whether to let it go and move on or to ask and risk looking dumb.
(ps i don't talk alot about kellen we been together sing Feb. 10 and were together about two years ago for like 4 months.)

but now. im feeling in love with my ex. he's filling my head with whatnots that im starting to believe.

ugh i stay in love.

<3

hope it keeps snowing!!!!!
oh is it just me of is it super weird that it snowed more in March than December?

Throwback

2009-03-02T18:12:00.000-05:00

Milk Makes You Thick?

2009-02-25T20:37:00.000-05:00

Well.
i'm sure we've all heard of the saying
"milk does the body good"
To be blunt about the situation, i disagree.
I have a small bust.
Friends && some fam told me to try drinking milk.
Said that it & arm exercise would help promote growth.

Now im not saying i was expecting to just miraculously jump sizes or nothing like that.
But uuuugggggggggggggggggghhhhhh.

the opposite of what i wanted happend........

it seems i'm getting thicker.
My waist,
my tummy,
my hips,
everything besides my breasts are growing.

Now it is absoultely nothing wrong about being thick
But im only 5'1 and me gaining weight is easily noticed.

sooooooooooooo..............
I'm still a proud member of the ittybittytittycommittee.
&& guess it's back to juice && soda fah lil ole me.

****disappointment

As.tears.run.down.my.face: ii Remiiniisce

2009-02-22T23:49:00.000-05:00

cute vid =]

2009-02-22T23:35:00.001-05:00

had never seen this one.....
but i like it
gud look kanye....
mad me laugh
instead of question ur sanity....
oohh shyt omit that last comment... i still love you kanye (homo/straight, crazy/sane...mauhmuhamuhah)

Quote of the day

2009-02-22T23:15:00.001-05:00

"You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice"

"Best I Ever Had"
-Drake

damn i love this dude...every song is so like uuaaghhgh i just wanna be in his life!! lol.

but all these years watching Degrassi i woulda never thought who'd lil jimmy would have become.

Big ups 2 his prosperity.

&& a special thanks to the 2 bloggers who's page this was on cuz i had never heard it before i was on my daily "so love to blogger" mood. sssoooo thanks for making my day! & making me fall in love wit yet another drizzy song!! =]

Why not take all of me?

2009-02-21T14:54:00.001-05:00

"take my lips,
i want to lose them.

take my arms,
i'll never use them.

Your goodbye,
Left me with eyes...that cry.

How can i,
Go on without you.

You took the part,
That once was my HEART,
so why not take all me!"

-Billie Holiday

Talent

2009-02-21T14:43:00.000-05:00

I found her a few months ago. but this damn girl can sing!

Kierra Thibodeaux

only 30 secs. but gud shiit

&& she's versatile!

Hunnie got the body of a model && the voice of an angel! i hope she goes far....or gets some where!!!!
(damnit i gota get a camera && put a damn vid on youtube...shit i can sing too) lol

Best thing about it she's only 17!

go show the girl love:
http://www.youtube.com/user/iSING92

2009-02-21T11:21:00.000-05:00

Isn't Feb. suppose to be the love month?

Why does it seem like relationships aren't working out
&& more and more ppl are:

losing love && hope
cheating
geting fed up
bullshitn on each other
doing wrong
crying
not being real with each other

...and simply losing the essence of LOVE
wtf is going on??

&&love,victim of my society

Quote of the Day

2009-02-21T10:07:00.000-05:00

"....You played the game, rolled the dice, got what you wanted, im out your life"
-Brittany Street "Hello Hollywood"

2009-02-21T09:46:00.000-05:00

"Right now u want to wild out
have your fun
but when u lonely u hit me up
love is not something that switches on and off like a light
u love me 24/7
or not at all"

- "Miind of ---->Fresh Princess"

http://freshprincess23.blogspot.com/2009/02/how-could-she-be-so-heartless.html

So i was on a blogger's page on support status as usual showing love.
&& i ran across this post "How Could She be so Heartless"
i start reading
&& im like "DDAAMMMN! THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL"
this was the exact same shit im going through.
&& to make it even more ironic i just posted a poem about how i was feeling too!
i love bloggers.

=]

2009-02-21T09:14:00.000-05:00

-untitled

Your words "i love you" mean nothing to me
Your lies are void in my eyes, see-
Through my eyes i now see,
Someone i gave my heart to endlessly
but not even a phone call after unto you i gave my ever essence body
or in your eyes
"i gave up the booty"

hah- but you love me?

I bet you say that to every girl underneath you
thinking it'll satisfy my heart- but i see right through you
Feelings so far from the truth
I don't know whether to believe in being piece of your pussy
or being in love with you

Can't cry because i knew the type of guy you were when i met you
Fam told me you were no good but fuck it- i wanted you
Damn i should've listened
Now im sitting here looking dumb
Believing in fairly tales
thinking you could've been the one
But now i stuck with this emptiness
but i wont be your fool no more.

Love eradicated + your tired ass lies = Heartless && now im done

I love the beatfreaks!

2009-02-19T22:26:00.000-05:00

i had to do it

they killed it on ABDC tonight

they all dope dancers.

but right now im eyeing BEATFREAKS as the winners.

(hard season)

Damn!!!

2009-02-19T21:41:00.000-05:00

New Hottness

2009-02-19T21:12:00.001-05:00

HELLO HOLLYWOOD - Brittany Street

SO i was on a bloggers page ww.lifeafterjervis.blogspot.com

&& i glanced on a link that said Brittany Street

I had a best friend in elementary school named brittany street
so i had to click on it.

turns out its this great new artist
She's dope

& the resemblances to my old friend is crazy weird yo!!

they look like damn twins...&& britt street (my old friend) could sing too???
separated at birth?

<---brittany from elementary <----brittany the artist

Friggn weird shit huh?

Long story short...im offically of a fan!

She's the new hottness. Bumping that shiit on my playlist as of now.

check this chick out.

http://www.brittany-street.com/

http://www.myspace.com/itsbrittanystreet

i love her

2009-02-18T18:55:00.000-05:00

ms. labelle definetely does her thing with the vocals

under the weather && all.

when i fell in love

Go check out more of her beautiful gift: http://www.youtube.com/user/misslabelle1

Her style && swagg real cute. she may not of won american idol went she went. but she def got a fan in me!

love her!!

&& she's a blogger too!!!
http://labellescanvas.blogspot.com

Bitch?

2009-02-18T18:27:00.000-05:00

Earlier i wrote a post about females that "wonder why they [niggahs] call you bitch"

ok

but it's come to my attention that people call others that without absolutely any motive.
Just to be saying a word
that they think would make someone else mad.

i got called outta my name today.
a stupid bitch to be exact.
by some lame ass niggah
(who's favorite words are "breeh" & "savage breeh" ugh)

For no serious reason at all.

i got to my seat to get my shiit to go to another class and this dumb niggah standing right behind me. He bumps into me. Me being the hot head that i am. i simply say "damn excuse you"
Now i could've been a lot ruder but i felt the need to be as nice as my personality would let me.
For some reason this guy starts an argument, cuss words swap out and out of his mouth comes "stupid bitch" so long story short i end up mushing him in the face && coming extra close reveling my manly strength & "my hidden dragon" breaking a niggahs bones and shiit. lol. (nigga do u know my mama? do you know i fought my big as daddy?)

laughing through out this post
so ...anyway

Now before this occurred....
This same guy had liked my sister (lmao that she never gave him the time of day)
&& in class....oh how's your sister britney?
asking me all random shit about what she be doing.

Now im a stupid bitch just because you took an "bump" too far
it's funny cuz i wasn't even sweating it that hard.
but old dude was obviously fucked up about it.

It's like how weak of a man do you have to be to argue with a female over something that could've been solved over an " oh my bad" or "sorry"

Maybe it's my hot head
or maybe its his insecure ass.

but i for one am not a bitch
nor do i tolerate the calling.
My name is Britney.

So being called a bitch to me is just ignorance
and hilarity because people honestly think that putting emphasis on "B.I.T.C.H" will hurt my feelings. lmfao.
i'm strong in who i am. i know what i am && what im not.
hell i use the word my damn self you really think its gun make me cry that i hear it come out your mouth?

hell naw.

So maybe i was wrong about a bitch being a hoe, or defined by what the late great tupac shakur says in the song. Bcuz apparently im a bitch too.

pure hilarity. =]
Venting session 101: part 1.....let's see what i'll be tomorrow.