Saturday, May 30, 2009


am i the only one disappointed with the EGO video?
[[dag bey]]
playing with makeup....sunset
felt a little bohemian the other day.
loving june

0603==>the bday

i know im sooo late!!

i been slacking on my bloggin.

but the randomness of the month that's just utterley ridiculiuosly hilarious to me!!!

im totally late on these vids but oh well.

sit back and laugh

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

cheating...the new trend?

cheating Pictures, Images and Photos

so a lot of questions have been in my mind lately.
what ever happend to:

i have been victim to and have done a few cheating in the past. but lately it's becoming evident to me that more of us are starting to except the whole cheating phenomon.

and why are we beautiful women starting to be okay with and accepting being the OTHER woman???

what are these men telling us to make us think it's ok that he has a main chick and im just his pussy on the side. or i know he loves me he just fukkin her. like- and the thing i hate- a bitch breaking up a married home. like wtf?

i never fuggn got the whole swigger thing.
and i see that more WOMEN and MEN are finding it hard to stay true to ONE person.
which eventually results to a cheating/unfaithful partner.
why is it so hard to move on and to just be honest and tell that person that your no longer interested or just leave instead of leading them on...staying and breaking their hearts.

And Tooo....i think a lot of tendencies that cheaters have are so obvious, so clique, and so blantantly disrespectful. but for some reason we play games with each other like it's a damn game. ugh. i hate it jokes about cheating: "it's not cheating if you dont get caught". what????

Like is it normal to take back a person 3 or 4 times (for cheating) before you find out they're no good???
idk man it's a lot on my mind about this situation. i'll have to do more investigation and research and come back with a follow up post about this ish. ima do a post of why people cheat, what exactly are the signs, and why people stay in the relationship......too curious

it's ridiculous!



ok. so

Lauren London's having lil wayne's baby!!!


Tila Tequila's pregnant by Ray J!!!


wtf do celebrities NOT use condoms nowadays?????????
this fukking world.

-im out briitlaverne

Sunday, May 17, 2009

vow (5-17-09)

I have had my share of sin and have fell short of his glory.
i vow enough today.

my first step in my rebirth
is fasting
and giving up sex.

i've said this time and time before.
but this time i have a little more than faith to help me keep my word.

Father forgive my fornication and lead me in the right direction
In Jesus' Name.


why are people more concerned with POPULAR opinion.
than TRUTH?

briit the taciturn?

i grew up with a lot of different personalities.
that i never really found mine.
so i didn't know wtf to be.

i learned and observed from the people around me.
and didn't like what i saw

so i tried to be the opposite of it.
instead i became quite the TACITURN

as soon as i saw the word i identified with it.
like whoa.
that's me

my issue is my wall

i have a great big wall that never breaks down untill im tipsy or around my family.
when im around people i don't know i immediately worry about what to say. then i think to myself why am i worring about these people and by the time i figure whether to speak or sit and look purdy the moment is gone and my personality is overlookd and i look like a tight lipped asshole.

i dont either don't think before i speak
and look completely like an asshole.

or i over think what im about to say
and look completely like an asshole.

but im actually a pretty goofy and cool person to be around. once my wall is down and i learn to be comfortable around new situations. i have too many personalities! at first i thought it was the Gemini in me. then i thought of being crazy. but analyzing it more i found it's just me altogether. i can be bashful. i can be talkative. i can be cheesy at times. i can be really funny at times. i can be sexy. i can be freaky. i can be intellegent. i can be inspiring. i can be lost at times (majority of the time----> gone to my own little word). but its all purdy much me. my journey in finding myself.

im happy not being the loud mouth bitch that everyone hates
im happy not being the do what i say follower that longs to belong
im happy not being the complete lame thats totally boring
im happy not being the overly outspoken chick.
i love the meekness in me,
i love the refrain from tempting situations
i love the mystery....sometimes.

but what i am is someone who hasn't learned to be herself outside of her comfort zone. so lost in her own mind that she can't function in real world time.
im pretty much a loner. and i like it that way
unless i like [[enjoy]] your company.
if your an attention-seeker, a cornball, a bully, a follower, or a negative person...more than likely i will distant myself from you.
id would rather chill by my lonesome.
i dont like to be bored, hear you talk about other people all day or force myself to laugh at your every comment just to feed your ego.
im pretty much not a people's person unless your 100% real.

im pretty much someone with a thick wall
and a horrible way of expressing her feelings
sometimes i suffer from being tactless...
sometimes i get so lost in my brain
that by the end of the day i don't know what i want, how i feel, or what i think
i can never express how i feel the right way. so say what i mean. i hate that.

and that pretty much sux.
but i guess it gets better with age.
but for now i guess i'll stay the wise ole taciturn that i am.

any advo???


i love these chicks
sadly their music isn't as appreciated
as great their talents are.
amazing range and crazy vocals.
i love these ladies but i hate that they rarely get recogntion.

-Melody Thorton
- Nivea
-Jessica Reedy (should have won that Sunday Best show!!!)
-Tynisha Keli
-Karina Pasian
-India Arie
-Erykah Badu
-Asia Cruise
-Nikki Flores
-Leona Lewis
-Samantha Jade
-Leah Labelle
-Bianca Ryan

sry if i missed any............

Gay-est commerical ever????

no offense to homosexuals but um.....what????????


okay so thursday i kinder got sick of these few girls dat do nothing but talk shit about ppl all day.
they don't like me
i dont like them.
it's just a group of loud mouths and followers.
so my name came out one of their mouths
me being the meek perrson [punk] that i am.
let it go. (like it wasn't the first time they said sumem bout me)

but i do have a problem keeping things bottled in. until they finnaly explode.
i dont fukk with anyone. y wud anyone want to fukk with me???

but then an arguement subsided and ooopsss.....she calls me a stupid bitch.
not a great idea honey.
true enough she walked away
but how you gun walk away while still talking shit at the top of your lungs.
and no. unlike she and her friends are telling everybody. i didn't run up behind her and attack her.
i walked in front of her
we were face to face
and i clocked a bitch in the face.
and honey i just saw red from there.
my first fight with a girl.
long story short........
i broke her nose
and busted her left eye vessel.
and i now have a court date on june 23
charge: assault

facts vs. fiction

-this female is older and quite taller than me.
-I hit her first
-She did hit me back
-her eye was close shut
-blood on my hand
-blood on my ear (earring ripped out)
-i had a whep and scratch on my face and wheps on my arms
-"actions speak louder than words"
-i have a problem controlling my anger.
-i wish i caught it on camera (friends lie for friends)
-no one saw how it actually started
-my first swing fractured her nose
-i regret it (that it happend on campus)
-no one deserves what i did to her face. [[sorry sarcasm intended]]

-i came behind her and stole her
-she didn't get a lick in
-i overreacted
-i attacked her

so thats just my lil stress reliever of the whole situation. i wish ppl will just grown up and move on. she ran her mouth. got into a fight and lost. acutallyy if her "best friend" hadn't broke it up after 3 hits she might not have lost. so fucked up on her part. damn. say what you will. or what you may. you dont know me. so dont talk about me. and definitley don't fukk with me. I have no anger or animosity to either member of this little possey. just keep my name out yo mouth unless it is postive or kind. i admit it was TACTLESS and i wish i had acted differently. but you can't turn back the hands of time. so Sorry to the hunnie. i dont regret hitting her but i I do apoligize for [[regret]] the broken nose and shut black eye. truthfully. you're in my prayers.
no time or patience for anymore drama
its unnecessary,
just tell the truth in court,
be the adult you claim to be.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

this is sad

sorry blogger world. i been out the game for along fuggn time. but this sadnness me and i just had to do a post about it. hopefully yall will be hearing from me some more really soooonnn!!!!

but check this out man. society is crazy. im mad i missed this episode yesterday. but still smh at it yall and comment and let me know how yall feel about this.